A powerful and compelling need to please, to be good.
In times like this, the world seems to stop, shrink. Nothing else matters. What else could matter at a time like this? There’s just you, and what’s in front of you, and it’s what’s in front of you that matters. It’s why you’re there.
Everything else just falls away. All the control you’ve given up. The choices that aren’t yours to make anymore. The fact you haven’t touched yourself - let alone cum - in days. Weeks? It’s hard to remember, especially when he’s there. When he’s there it’s hard to think at all, because he thinks for you, and that’s how it’s meant to be.
So you don’t think, and you just follow and obey your needs instead.
You need to be the best little girl you can.
You need to please someone, him more than anyone.
You need - need - to do exactly as you’re told.
And so you do. And everything is utterly and completely perfect.
Indeed, my lovely pets.
Sometimes I really hate this world. Turning off my brain and being a good little cumslut is how I get through. This is what makes living in this world worth it. Thank you for showing it to me, Sir.
Turn off your brain and let me inside. I promise you won’t regret it.
“When you realize how perfect everything is, you will tilt your head back and laugh at the sky.”
-Buddha
(via useless-girlrage)